I was SO excited! I got to see George Straight last night in concert! If you know me very well, you know that he is my all time favorite singer. He also brought Reba McEntire and LeeAnne Womack. LOVED IT! Also, we had AWESOME seats. Jamie was not too thrilled with sitting on the floor, but I loved it. I have seen George a few times before, but it was before they had the "big screen" and it could have been Elvis and I would not have known it. I will post a picture later. At the end, I was able to get right by the stage and get a great shot. (My computer seems to not want to work today!)
The (work) week has finally come to an end. It was a rough week with the OCD, but as the week moved on, I was able to see my perspective changing and see that everything was going to be ok. I thought I would look back at this week and start making baby step goals to achieve to see if we can work on little things that may be stressing me out.
1) Keep balancing my checkbook - now my CPA sister would be highly disappointed with me. I was not ever really good at keeping the checkbook balanced. I would check the bank account think about what I thought was out there, and say "Hm, I think we are ok". I know dangerous. Also, I know you are saying "I would think a person with OCD would be checking her bank balance every 5 minutes!" Well, I did, I just didn't and that made my OCD worse and I would check it again, then again, and again...(can you believe the money still wasn't there each time I checked it! Not sure what I was looking for). So, baby step number one this week is to keep the checkbook up to date.
2) Get back on track with my Weight Watcher program - A couple of years ago I lost about 40lbs while doing Weight Watchers. LOVED IT! I had changed my eating habits and kept it up for about 2 years. I stopped tracking what I ate and didn't really keep up eating healthy. I am not happy with my weight and I think I need to exercise more. So I am going to start tracking my food again. I know you are saying again - I would think a person with OCD would track every little thing" Nope! Then it becomes a realistic! Right!?! I told you in the beginning my OCD is not the typical type (however, I do repeat to myself several times yes the garage door is down! That is another blog in itself). So, baby step number two this week is to keep track!
3) Spend more time with my boys - I know that this should be number one. It really is since the others I can do throughout the day. However, I cannot spend time with my boys all day. You see, I must work and the law states they must go to school. So there is 9 hours gone. We are always rushed at night. Math, spelling, dinner, baths, chores, reading and somethings that I am sure I left out. All of this before bedtime between 8:00 and 8:30. I am going to do something different this week to find time to do something FUN with them. I feel like I am missing them grow up! It is happening so fast! So, baby step number three this week is to play with my boys!
My OCD seems to be increased when the stress had increased in my life. Some stress will always be there, so I am going to try to find a way to eliminate unnecessary stress to be able to function a little easier!